Sinfully Exotic

2004-08-26T23:41:00.000+08:00

I managed to convince a guy to smell a scented packet of pantiliners.

How cool is tat.

LOL.

2004-08-21T22:27:00.000+08:00

Blogger has defaced my blog wit da ugly searchbar at da top. The searchbar tat barely works. Stupid Bodoh. Anyhoo, I'm OFFICIALLY an aunt.

My sis pop justnow arnd 5.45pm. My nephew's quite a fatty and blessed wit thick soon-to-be curly hair. I can just begin to imagine the diff no of ways I'm gonna style his hair. Curly Hair Rox lahhhh. Btw, my sis went thru 12hrs of labour. Dang! Thinking abt it already makes me nauseous. Why don't God gives us ladies a 'special button' where once we press it, the baby instantly pops out? I mean tat saved all the trouble of going thru horrible contractions, checking if ur diluted enuff and having someone towering over you and instructing U to breathe in & out for da 10000 times. Just a small teeny weeny button at our waist?

Stupid suggestion? I tot so. I guess all da pain & tears is definitely worth it at da end of da day. Yea...well...*beams*

2004-08-17T10:49:00.000+08:00

M is really annoying.

Me & Sheena couldn't agree more on how much we feel like sewing his mouth, tying him up on a high tree & leave him dangling there for days. He just has tis thing abt asking stupid pointless questions at just the wrong time. Oh and he loves hanging arnd our back when we're in da comp lab. Prolly just peeping at what we're up to. Sometimes I remind myself over and over again, never to lose my temper at him.

I kinda regretted buying tat oh-so-pretty-brown top at Topshop the other day. Cuz now I'm broke. Shitless broke. Seriously, I need to have more self-control esp when it comes to money. I need to stop buying stuffs under "I WANT" list. Should focus more on stuffs under "I NEED" list.

Gonna have briyani again for lunch later. Oooo...I can't wait.

2004-08-15T02:52:00.000+08:00

Intended to get rid of a couple of mags since my collection has been growing & growing & growing quietly underneath my bed.

But I can't.

I can't bear to part wit any of them.

No matter how tattered, torn, dusty or outdated they are...they just touch a special place in my heart.

I mean all the fashion tips, beauty tips, cooking tips, ~~sex~~ tips, relationship tips, marriage tips, hairstyle tips, career tips, makeup tips, exercise tips, job interview tips, family-problem tips, dating tips...they all gotta come in handy one day rite?

Oh and if u ask me, COSMOPOLITAN still top my list. But too bad they cost a bomb here in Spore.

All I need in tis life of sin is me and my mag-a-zines...

PS: Do not ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever buy Her World. Jebronie piece of monkey crap!! I would love to strangle & burn each and every of their editors.

2004-08-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

My parents have been driving me crazy. Or then again, maybe I'm just being too harsh on them. wadever. I just wish they could stop bugging me so much.

Tmw is one blardy long day. I've yet to do my use case description. fuck. And I've got dat VB quiz to worry abt. I heard its MCQ and some true & false thingy. Should be aight I guess. THURSDAY IS SUCH A BITCH. Such a long tiring day which drains my energy & leaves me completely cranky.

I'm whining again aren't I? I shall stop being so whiny and be more grateful wit wad's best in my life. But like they say, Humans are so difficult to satisfy. I'm one of them unfortunately.

My study table looks like a tornado has just passes by it. Letmme see....I have files, black sweater, plastic bags, pamphlets, batteries, clips, hairbands, 5 cent coins, an empty famous amos paper bag, paper, paper & more paper....all lying arnd staring at me. My table is beginning to look like a pig sty. How nice. Would have love to clean them up but my ass is pretty much stuck to tis chair & I'm finding comfort staring into tis damn computer rather than doing da deed.

My sis is due next wk. I can't wait. I'm getting all excited already. At least I have something to look forward too. In fact, I was looking arnd Toys R Us & Kiddy Palace justnow wit Mr F. Which reminds me I gotta save up! I dunno how I'm gonna do it but somehow I have to.

PS: To u, thx for tat FA cookies. And Kylie's Chocolate. Da song made up my day like BIG TIME. *hugz*

2004-08-11T02:08:00.000+08:00

Unable to sleep. I need Famous Amos cookies. I need them. So badly.

Wouldn't it be great if there's an FA outlet in NYP, or in Lot 1 or even better..under MY void deck.

2004-08-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

My mum labeled me as a cranky snippy bitch justnow. *yawn* Ok, she didn't really say bitch la, I made tat part up. But I guess.... I AM CRANKY. I AM SNIPPY.

Thx for noticing mum.

*yawn*

2004-08-09T02:10:00.000+08:00

I didn't knoe tat makciks, pakciks, uncles, aunties, mat, minahs, angmohs are all enthusiastic abt watching fireworks. U should have seen Marina Park yesterday. It looks like Orchard Road! And unfortunately for me.....I was the dinner for the mosquitos over there.

Fadz says tat cuz I got sweet blood. Sure or not? I read somewhere that mosquitos are attracted to perfumes. Next time I should just walk arnd smelly instead. But on second thot, no thx.

I can't imagine life w/o perfumes. Yuck.

Da fireworks was ooookkkk. Vey short though...I think like 10 mins? I still think its kinda ~~lame~~ tat ppl actually travel all da way to Marina to watch a 10 mins fireworks. And yes, those ppl includes me la.

By the way,

Peter Facinelli is so HOT. Oooooh..tat body, those eyes, tat heart-melting smile....ohh la la! And da name Facinelli is oh-so-sexay! Peter. Peter. Facinelli. Peter Facinelli. No more Tom Welling. No more Orlando Bloom. Juz Peter Facinelli. I declared myself as a fan of his frm now on. *stupid grin*

2004-08-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

I spent da whole of today singing:

Close my eyes
Let the whole thing pass me by
There is no time
To waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side
I'll run away with you by my side
I need to let go, let go, let go, let go of this pride
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo in my mind
Until this echo, echo, echo, echo can subside

Da song is so damn addictive, I tell ya.

So went to meet Meena justnow, tat crazy bee-yatch. Did some major gossiping and ppl watching wit her. Meena's da type who is so sincere, she will go all da way to tell me tat my hairstyle sux tat day. Or tat I'm being tremendously vain. Or tat my earrings matches me completely. And I love dat abt her.

Its strange how both of us can laugh and laugh at just da stupidest thing tat other ppl might not understand. And we're so so so good at imitating ppl tat Mediacorp would prolly be impress by our actings. *giggle*

We had some fun trying on wigs at OG.

Look so kental & selenge rite? I knoe....

And of cuz, my fetish for curly hair.

Nothing's spells a good day like a gerls day out. One of the pleasure of being a gerl....*grin*

2004-08-05T01:27:00.000+08:00

I'm so sorry.

Really really sorry.

*huge sigh*

Been so excited abt meeting him today. But my darling sista just have to call and announce abt a family dinner. To be exact, a post bdae celebration for my mum. And of cuz I HAVE to be there.

Shithead.

Ok I'm not complaining. I mean how can I complain rite? Itz my family I'm talking abt.

But....but....

I just can't help feeling guilty. I hate breaking promises.

Gawd.......Swana, u can't please everyone in tis world u know.

Anywayz, DSA tut at 8am later. I'm so not gonna be there. *chuckle*

2004-08-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

Ok I'm back. After close to 10 days of not blogging, I kinda miss sinfullyexotic.

And the new ever-so-red layout tat u see here has got nothing to do wit National Day. I knoe i knoe...show ur love for ur country and be proud of it. But I shall not show my patriotic side. Or rather the lack of it. *shrugs* Plus, if u notice I didn't place any pic or intro of myself here.

Why?

Cuz I'm a lazy ass tatz why.

Lol. Anyway, ain't got anything much to blog abt. Since today is a wednesday, it spells NO SKOOL for me. Ahh...how nice..

2004-08-03T22:54:00.000+08:00

Totally in love wit my blog song. Yea I knoe it cant be compared to George Michael's version(original version). But I lived in adoration for Tamia's voice. *sigh*

Careless Whisper by Tamia

Time can never mend
The careless whisper of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

I feel so unsure
As you take my hand
and lead me to the dance floor
As the music dies
Something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen
And you're its sad goodbye

[Chorus:]
I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
Should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I dance with you, oh.....

2004-07-24T00:50:00.000+08:00

I dun geddit.

Why does my eyes kinda hurt lately? Esp my left eye. It strucks me whenever I'm on my pc. Maybe itz M-Y-O-P-I-A? Erks. Cant be. Cant be.*shakes head*

I hope my vision stays good & clear. Cuz I so dun look gd in specs & I'm not use at poking and sticking undesirable contacts in my eyes.

Anyway, I heard rumours tat Gardenia (da bread) contains pork. It was said tat it came out in da chinese newspaper, Lianghe Zhibao (did I spell it correctly??)

Wonder if itz true. Cuz I knoe for a fact tat Gardenia taste yummy. Itz yummier compared to Sunshine or Bonjour or wadever. Hmmm....I feel so...........................................ok nvm.

2004-07-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

My comp has officially went ka-put.
I couldnt rest thinking abt dat stupid trojan swimming arnd my comp system so I decided to get rid of it by myself. For good. So I armed myself wit instructions frm some webbie & got down to it.

And............

I deleted da wrong file. Which spells BYE BYE BYE to my comp. All my mp3, pictures, private documents....oh my god!!!!!! *slaps forehead*

Miss Suhana Solastro, u are so super duper selenge at times. And u call urself an IT student?!?! Next time, plz open ur big eyes Bigger and read da instruction 3 or 4 times b4 attempting anything. And cut down on ur screaming fights wit ur comp cuz now tat ur comp is dead, itz all ur fault. UR FAULT.

oh great, im talking to myself again. I have to use my old comp aka my dad's comp in da meanwhile. And its very slow. And I'm losing my patience. And I'm getting moodier and moodier.

Wont be blogging till I feel like it.

2004-07-22T06:43:00.000+08:00

Had a rendezvous wit da boy yesterday. After 10 days of not meeting.

I had fun. Slurping ice-creams & making silly conversations while enjoying da romantic atmosphere is one hella good way to spend quality time.

Today is gonna be a lonnnnggg day. Darn.

Does anyone knoes how to get rid of SDBOT trojan? I cant get rid of it and my Avast isn't a big help either. Fuck you la trojan horse. U make my life difficult. Oh god, I cant even open my notepad. Stupid Stupid computer.

2004-07-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

MONDAY BLUES.

MONDAY BLUES.

MONDAY BLUES.

2004-07-17T16:25:00.000+08:00

Read nini's blog & how smangat she was abt King Arthur. So... I decided to do myself a favour and watch da DVD. (Since I've got nothin to do on a SATURDAY!)

And yesh King Arthur is da cheapo version of Troy. The beginning puts me to sleep but overall it wasn't tat bad. Like da part when they fought on ice...kinda original. And that bald guy, whatever his name is.....he's kinda cute. *grin* Looks like Brad. *begins to daydream*

Ok ok enuff...did I tell u tat my DBMS tutor pronounce my name as "shoehana". *giggles* So seleng siak. And she pronounce dollar as "lollar". And project as "pojek". *more giggles* Ok I better stop typing b4 I get into trouble.

Oh and gd news! I passed my basic theory! yippie ya yey!

Note to self: Stop impulse shopping. Start saving. Save. Save. Save.Save. No shopping. Stop shopping. But i need tat sandals. No. No. No. But it looks gd on me. No shopping. Enuff is enuff. Start saving. Start saving. No shopping.

2004-07-15T20:13:00.000+08:00

Heylo there. Did u miss me?

*puke*

Sorry for my absence. Just been pretty Lazy. Wit a capital L.

A quick & random update into my life

-VB tut wasn't as bad as I tot it would turn out to be.
-My mum have been giving me da silent treatment for da past 2 days. God knoes why...
-My toes got stepped on twice today. How fucking fuck is tat.
-I'm getting more & more vulgar everyday. Nothing new.
-I cant help wishing tat if only I have a twin sister. Cuz its so hard to relate to anyone.
-And lastly, I wouldn't mind if I wake up da next morning and realize my hair has grown like tis....

Seriously, it would be nice to have naturally curly-worly hair. Can't stand boring poker-straight rebonded hair. (No offense to those wit straight hair, in fact I myself also have straight hair.) LOL.

Next time when I have a daughter, I'll make sure I'll perm her hair till she looks like a poodle.

2004-07-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

Oh did I tell u, I went to catch spidey 2 yesterday.

No offense to all the spidey fans out there. If u guys catch da movie & enjoy it, well gd for you. Cuz I didn't.

It wasn't tat GREAT. Too much talking & reminiscing involved. I was only paying attention when it comes to da action part. But other than tat, I was much much more interested in my $4.50 nachos & cheese. And honestly, I happen not to find Kirstin & Tobey tat attractive.

They look too all-american & plain. I did read some ppl's blog mentioning tat they cried during da movie. But why sey??? The movie wasn't sad. Even me the emo queen did not shed a single tear. LOTR was better siak. *shrugs*

Da gerls ask me out to a garage sale later on. Have not made up my mind cuz thx to spidey, I'm broke. Tsk.....feel so regret now. Should have just watch it on DVD instead.

2004-07-09T15:57:00.000+08:00

Tis is gonna be a long & bitchy entry. So if u hate any bitchiness to go along wit ur weekend, plz skip tis entry altogether.

U knoe how MSN always allow u to change ur status to Online, Be Right Back, Busy & so on and so for? I LIKE to make use of tis convenience. But I realized to some ppl, the status indicator means nothing to them. Like when I put mine on Be Right Back, I still get frens clicking on me. "Hi watcha doin?" or "Akum! Tgh buat pe?" excuuuuseeee meeeee....can't u see my fooking status?! I need to shit & pee & bathe & eat & check mail & make mushy talk wit Fad & drink & do skoolwork & sing....(after all I'm only human) So seriously, izzit really hard to wait? I need space to do my own stuffs also.

And it pisses me even more when ppl invite me to conference chat when they can clearly see tat my status is set to Away. *shakes head* I knoe I sound so mean...but isn't it more respectful to check da status of da person first?

And so I've come to a decision. Which might sound lame to many. But I dun care. Next time when I dun wanna be disturb, I should clearly announce it to da world of MSN thru my nick. For egs:

-I'm AWAY asshole. Dun click on me.
-Busy eating. PLZ DO NOT DISTURB.
-I'm moody. I dun wanna socialise. So dun chat wit me.
-Went to shop. Do not click on me. Will be back in half an hour. geddit?! good.

or the most useful of all will be:

-Swana is not here. I'm her sista & I'm using her comp.

I should use tat when I really really really feel like lying. heh. I told u my ideas sounds lame. But if all my ideas still doesn't work, then I will happily block tat person of cuz. *beams* In fact, a fren of mine (no names mentioned cuz he will be upset) has been blocked by me for like soooooo long. And he still doesn't knoe.

Well who ask him to not try and understand ppl's status. Heh. Serve him rite.

I told you I'm mean. *grins*

2004-07-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

All stressed out and nobody to stab, choke, shoot or disfigure.

2004-07-07T14:50:00.000+08:00

I have tis habit of slamming fone down on ppl. Especially when they're irritating me big time.

Some guy called me several times today. I can't believe he actually still have my no. Tat asshole. So I screamed "Wrong no la! U got da wrong no!!" I bet he knoes I'm lying but who cares. Some guys are just such a pain in da ass.

Thank God today is a wed. Afta 2 hectic skool days, it feels great to have a breather. Wed is officially my "half-day". Thurs is another torture. And Fri, my lessons ends at 1pm. Yeay!

Eh wait...there's Amazing Race rite later?! whoopeedopp! *clap* *clap* My mum say tat I'm turning more & more into my sis. My sis use to have tis rack dedicated to her sandals/heels/shoes/stilletos and now I'm taking over tat rack. *blushes* Can't help it u knoe..

I miss him. A whole damn lot.

2004-07-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

Had one hell of a blooper justnow. Was going down da stairs when I tripped and fell. Luckily Sheena was there to grab me cuz if not I would have just roll down da stairs and landed head first. Erks. Tat definitely calls for a new pair of sandals. Or kitten heels.

My nite lecture went A-OK. The lecturer was goin on & on abt Bill Gates & da founding of Internet Explorer...*yawn* but he wasn't strict at all (which is gd). Halfway thru da lect, he gave us a 10 mins break which me & ma gerlfrens all escaped thru da back door. Jeez..itz only da first day of skool & I'm already skipping lessons. Tsk tsk tsk. Oh wadever.

Tmw is gonna be another loooonnng day. All da way until 6. *pulls hair out*

2004-07-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

Special my FOOT! I just check my timetable again. And fooking NYP just have to make changes to them. They've included a lecture on wed for me. A one hour lecture. Frm 12-1. VB Prog. And yes tatz all.

I mean is tat stupid or stooopppid?!? They expect me to come back to skool and attend just an hour lecture?! Waste my transport money. Waste my beauty sleep. Waste my time. Argh! I'm so not gonna attend tat lecture on Wednesdays.

Oh and why da hell is Euro on channel 5 at 11pm yesterday? I wanted to catch my OC!!! Who da hell cares abt some guys chasing afta a ball? I want my Ryan & Seth! Shit can't wait for these Euro thingy to be over.

2004-07-01T15:09:00.000+08:00

I have Iris by Goo Goo Dolls on repeat mode. On my PC.

*sigh* Such meaningful lyrics. Such a beautiful song to complement such a wonderful movie.

I cried watching City Of Angels on tues nite. The part when Meg Ryan gazed into Nicholas Cage's eyes b4 she died....oh god, itz so heart wrenching. Yes yes I'm a sucker for sappy romantic endings. I'm da kind who will sob silently and wipe my tears on my sleeve. Plain old sensitive & emotional swana.

Wokay, my timetable is out. Like finally! I can't believe I actually have nite lectures. Again. On Monday nites. Damn. My mon & tues is so fully packed wit modules afta modules. *groan*

~~But........guess wad? I dun have skool on wed. I've check wit da rest of ma lecture mates and it seems tat they all have skool on wed. *chuckles* So how come my grp is so special?~~ Stupid NYP. Bcoz of them, my happiness is short-lived.

2004-06-29T19:09:00.000+08:00

And so,

Muker Biskut gets to go to KL for 3 days. Not fair..I wannaaa go toooo....I wanna get outta S'pore. Why can he go and not me?? Why tell me why?? *pout* Ok swana, cut da crap.

I'm feelin much mellow now afta my last entry. She've quit bugging me. And I kinda solve things wit her. *sigh*

I've got like 5 days left till skool reopens. Urgh! Not looking forward at all. But I do miss Sheena though. My stoopid timetable is not out yet. I wonder why. Hello ppl frm NYP who is suppose to be in charge of tis timetable thingy.......Are u guys doin ur job??

I want my timetable!!

My ass feels cramped suddenly.

2004-06-29T00:36:00.000+08:00

She's irritating me big time. ARGH!! She keeps barging into my room whenever I'm on da net. She said she doesn't want me to surf porn. OMG!! Who does she take me for anyway?!?! Some horny pathetic lil bitch who got nothing better to do but surf porn? All I wanna do is CHAT.

Dammit.

She just comes in, pull a chair sit besides me and start staring into da monitor. How da hell am I suppose to chat I ask u?? I'm bloody pissed.

And she kept reminding me of da electric bill. Eeeeeee geramnye!!! She keeps on nagging and screaming da house down.

Arggggghhhhhh!!!!

I'm abt to hang myself or cut myself or sumthing. Fook it.

2004-06-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

I'm so fuckin impatient tat sometimes I can't stand myself.

2004-06-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

Da best thing abt being petite is da advantage of squeezing in & out easily thru a mad crowd. During a mega sale. A.MANGO.MEGA.SALE.

Managed to cover 4 MNG outlets juznow. A pretty big success on our part. I've lost count at da no of times me & Lin held a skirt/shirt/pants against our body, look into da mirror & squeal in delight. And yes I am broke.

But well, I did purchase a coffee coloured 3/4 top & a black miniskirt on my nets. I have to get them, didn't I? I mean, u can't expect me to went home empty-handed. Of cuz not. Tat would be wrong. Injustice. Wicked. And really wrong.

Furthermore, they were on 50% off and da top really complement my hairstyle. *rolls eyes* Me & my excuses. Nvm da fact tat my feet is kinda aching now cuz at least I knoe I can sleep peacefully later.

I'm one satisfied lady.

2004-06-25T12:30:00.000+08:00

I'm officially declared broke. Shit! I shouldn't have spent so much yesterday. Well, serve U rite Swana. Honestly, I dunno how I'm gonna survive later. If the gerls are gonna go crazy and start grabbing items off da shelf...I should just stand at a corner and shoot myself.

Urgh! I hate to window-shop when I'm broke. The feeling is just so morbid. Maybe U think I'm exaggerating but I'm not. I'm pathetic. I need to do something to curb my spending habits.

2004-06-23T15:46:00.000+08:00

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realize there's nothin left
Cause I've been blastin and laughin so long that
Even my mama thinks that my mind is gone

We've been spending most our lives
Living in the Gangsta's Paradise

- Coolio

2004-06-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

My new neighbour is a hard core karaoke fan.

They can go on for hours and hours. I was woken up rudely tis morning by tis makcik voice doin a rendition of Ziana Zain. My oh my...I was pissed. What can u expect, it was 9.20am! Grrrrr....*pulls hair out*

Seriously, the whole corridor of level 4 was booming wit da makcik's wailing. The worst part was when she tried to reach da high notes in some dangdut song. Ok so maybe her voice DOES have a tinge of indonesian feelin in it. But makcik, do u REALLY have to karaoke on a beeeyyyoootiful wednesday morning?!?! *sigh*

Anyway, the weather is really cozy today. Really great for cuddling up in bed. I'm gonna indulge in self pity with a coke and some brownies now. peace out.

2004-06-21T13:16:00.000+08:00

I hate Simple Plan

One word to describe them: KENTAL

Enuff said..

2004-06-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

I................ just wanna fly
Put ur arms arnd me Baby
Put ur arms arnd me Baby
I.................. just wannna fly
Put ur arms arnd me Baby
Put ur arms arnd me Baby
I.... just WANT TO FLY!

-Sugar Ray

2004-06-20T03:51:00.000+08:00

My mum insisted on buying me an optical wireless mouse.

Mak Oh Mak!

Why doesn't she get it? I already have trouble looking after my own air-con remote control. It always seem to get lost in my room. Sometimes its under my bed, sometimes in my drawer, and sometimes in my school bag. And now a wireless mouse?? Oh brother...

*sigh*

Remember I said I ~~might~~ be gettin a new comp? Well wad I wanted was a new CPU only. But well let's just say....my parents gave me something way way more out of my league. They bought me a brand new comp. One whole set. Any normal ppl would get excited rite...But erm..I'm not.

I feel guilty actually. Really guilty. I mean if I'm a straight A student, hey a brand new comp sounds perfect man... But now, I'm just an average student wit Bs & Cs in my report slip. I dun deserve tis. Honest to God, I really can't seem to shake tis guilty feeling outta me.

And the best part is, hours afta da new comp was set up, a virus infected it. Then a trojan horse. And another virus. Oh! and did I mention tat I DUN have an antivirus software. Yep! Itz true. *smirks* I'm meeting Fad afta tis, he's passing me some antivirus thingy. Hopefully it'll work.

2004-06-19T03:50:00.000+08:00

Its official.

I've got insomnia.

I can't sleeeeeep.

I just posted an entry 2 hrs ago. And here I am. AGAIN.
Why izzit whenever I'm sitting here staring at my damn comp, the sleepyness just sinks in. But when I'm lying in my bed, shutting my eyes really hard..the sleepyness just disappear. Like *poof* be gone.

Why?? Oh my god!!! I wanna sleep.

S.L.E.E.P.

T.I.D.O

B.O.B.O.K

Rock a bye baby
On the tree top
When the wind blows
The cradle will rock

Can somebody just shoot me.

2004-06-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

One nite in da MSN world,

fadfreak... says:
di mana dia cik suhana kita.....cik suhana kiter ngah garok2 mata...
fadfreak... says:
dier mana dia buah hati saya...buah hati saya cik suhana saja...
fadfreak... says:
oooo~~...chan mali chan...oit2...

He sang tat for me...and now its my turn

some kinda supersta says:
twinkle twinkle little fad....how i wonder where u are
some kinda supersta says:
up above at bishan so far
some kinda supersta says:
like a diamond in blk 140
some kinda supersta says:
twinkle twinkle little fad
some kinda supersta says:
how i love u soooo badly

Ya, i totally sux at rhyming words. But erm......it shows doesn't it? We're a total gone-case. Singing songs to each other in MSN?? Tatz wad lack of sleep does to u.

2004-06-17T01:39:00.000+08:00

An update into my life...

1)I cut my damn hair. Dun ask me why, I just needed a change. And plus da weather has been wicked. To me at least.

2)I spent my Tuesday evening bonding wit my mum. It was a 'Must See Tuesday' on channel 5..so yea, da both of us transformed into couch potatoes. It was fun. I looovvee my mummy..

3)I spent my yesterday wit a special someone. I got cranky & moody again. (As usual!) LOL. To him, i just wanna say thank q for petting my head, grinning and bearing with me when I was rolling on the floor at Boat Quay whining & complaining endlessly abt da hot weather. *giggles* ok a bit exaggerate there...but ya, u knoe wad I mean rite baby?

4)Oh and tis is my self-made new template. How do u like it?? I knoe it still look a lil kecacatan here & there but...well *shrugs* I'm a beginner wad...hehe!

5)Oh...and how do u like da song on my blog?? For those who's oblivious to da lyrics, tis song screams "GERL POWER!!". Just da way I like it. *grin*

6)Also, my scrolling pics will be up shortly. Its under construction now.

7)My fat sista is coming over tis fri!! *clap**clap* I missed teasing her abt her being FAT. fat gerl..fat ass..fat face..fat arms..fat legs..LOL. I'm such a pest. (btw, she's preg, so tat explains it all. she's originally petite like me too)

8)I might be getting a new comp. The keyword here is MIGHT. Maybe I should put on my pathetic face more often infrnt of my dad. Wad do u think? Gd Idea rite..

2004-06-13T23:41:00.000+08:00

It'll be great if u can compliment my work once in awhile.
Or compliment my taste.

Or maybe I'm just too over-sensitive sometimes.

*shrugs*

I know my work isn't anything wonderful. What can u expect?? I'm juz a beginner.

PS: CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM. Is tat too much for me to ask frm you? *sigh*

Nevermind.....

I'm just being EMO. Ignore tis embarrasing entry.

2004-06-11T16:55:00.000+08:00

Had a lunch date wit my fat sister justnow. We ate at Hard Rock & its quite filling. Saw tis look-alike Tom Cruise dining behind us. But he's short. *shakes head*

Afta tat I stop by Zara. I wanted to look arnd only. But well...there is sooo many tops so I ended up buying one. Wanted to get tis pink skirt which look so pretty on me, I swear! But it was $50 so yea maybe next time. I'm kinda sleepy. I woke up at 9.45am today. Can u beat tat?!?! I'll probably take a nap afta tis.

Oh btw, I hate my comp. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

Toodles!

2004-06-11T01:18:00.000+08:00

Dreams. Dreams. Dreams. Everybody has them at some point of their lives. Wanna know wad's mine? Well ok since I'm feeling very generous, I'll share them.

when I was 8, I wanted to be Mariah Carey. I love her older songs. I love her voice. and back then she wasn't a total bimbo yet.
when I was 11, I wanted to be a stewardess. I wanted to look pretty & sexy in the stewardess uniform. But I realized I'm born short. LOL.
when I was 13, I wanted to be a doctor but it didn't worked out cuz the sight of too much blood makes me feel like puking. and plus my science kinda sux.
when I was 14, I decided on a name for my future son. I wanted to name him 'Danial'. But now, the freaking name is soooo common and I realised how stab cute the name is. so luperkan sajer.
when I was 15, I dreamt of getting married to Rajiv. we broke up afta tat. LOL.
when I was 16, I promised my gd fren, boobs, tat we're gonna go Bollywood one day. And no, I dun think its ever gonna happen.
when I was 17, I wanted to get into any business courses available. As u can see now, I'm stuck in IT. But its ok, I'm still surviving.

and now tat I'm 18...hmm..let's see

Things to achieve in 3 yrs time
--------------------------------
-learn how to cook. Really cook.
-learn how to be more patient.(this is gonna be tough, i need help frm everybody)
-sky-diving. i wanna try la......but how ar??
-get my driving license.
-further my studies. erm, I dunno...whatever. I hate thinkin abt studies.

so yeap, tatz mine. how bout urs?

2004-06-09T15:30:00.000+08:00

I've been trying to reach you
Cos I've got something to say

DAMN. I can't believe it!!! The 2 lines above has been running thru my mind the whole bloody day. Why oh why? sheesh...I bet if Huda is readin this, she's probably laughin her head off at me.

I mean seriously of all songs...why a WESTLIFE song?!? No I'm not gonna criticise Westlife. I have nothing against them but at the same time I'm not a huge fan of boybands.

Stop humming swana.

Ok 2 more lines I promise..

But you're talking about just nothin' at all
And you're slippin' away

Oh god...tis is so addictive.

2004-06-09T15:22:00.000+08:00

Is she or is she not pregnant? Cuz if she is, I bet she's gonna produce a gd-looking baby.

Ok shut up Swana. Just mind ur own business.

2004-06-07T17:38:00.000+08:00

Before she left da house, my sis was ranting to me abt a colleague of hers. Apparently my sis's colleague has a habit of copyin my sis in terms of style, looks and everything. It wasn't everyday tat my 27-yr-old sis was actually CONFIDING in me. So there i was just nodding and giving da "uh-huh.. yeah...ok..." response.

I gotta admit tat somehow I can relate to my sis. At times I feel it too, when i happen to observe somebody copying me. The sudden feelings of being flattered, angry, fed-up and worried will rush into me. Have u felt it b4? Oh well....but then again, i can be too paranoid. And I think too much. *shrugs*

I like da song by Robi Rosa called crash push. Tat guy look so like Ricky Martin, blessed wit tat mocha-colored skin, husky voice and gelled up hair. BUT....(yes, there's always a but).. I think Ricky looks way better compared to him. Oh Ricky, why do u have to be gay?? *sob*

2004-06-06T15:33:00.000+08:00

Back frm da chalet. A massive thx to all those who made it possible like Nowa, Meena, Hidayah, Yati, Martin, Shairah, Kent..etc. And to those whose name I didn't mentioned, u guys knoe who u are. It was great catching up, cracking jokes & reminiscing abt da old primary skool days. Gosh, I miss u guys already! Hopefully we can all do these again soon. *fingers crossed*

Anyhoo, yesterday I went to Wild Wild Wet ( or was it Wet Wet Wild?? gosh, i forgot da name!). It was fab even though it was surronded by lotsa lifeguards. And yea, u can catch some mats lifeguards as well. *rolls eyes* Being da daring gerl I was, I took all the rides there and I'm glad I did. It was worth it. I love "Ular-lah", a perfect ride where u can practise ur vocal strength..and yea I mean screaming. *grin*

I'm so shagged now. My left thigh hurts afta all the swimming. All i wanna have now is a hot bubble bath.

I miss him

2004-06-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

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Your Secret Kink Thing	You have a puke fetish.
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I dun even knoe why I took tis stupid thing. But puke fetish?? Gosh..tat is so GROSS!! yuck..I'm having vivid images in my mind already. And terrified of penises?? ME??

LOL.

2004-06-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

Izzit just me or has there been a dramatic increase of mats & minahs taik at CCK? Especially at da interchange, wad now CCK is their 'port' ke?? Wad an eye sore! Oh and i saw a minah just now wit da world's fiercest eyebrow. Plus, she was trying oh-so-very-hard to impersonate J.LO's ass.

How nice.

2004-05-30T15:55:00.000+08:00

Been having stomach cramps since tis mornz. It hurts so bad. Damn. Where da hell is da fuckin Panadols when u need 'em?!?!

2004-05-29T11:37:00.000+08:00

Had a GREAT day yesterday. Went home a lil too late and I was locked out by my parents. Yea tatz rite...I, suhana solastro was locked out and had to stand outside my home for a mere 10 mins. Cuz I didn't bring my keys and all. Finally when my dad open da door he gets all cranky at me. "Why come back so late? Can't u see wad time izzit now?!?"

*rolls eyes*

*rolls eyes*

*rolls eyes*

Like duh! Of cuz I can read da time! Itz only 12.30! Ok I know I'm being mean but he
is so over-protective of me, it gets annoying at times. And at least I did call to say I was gonna be late so seriously, I dunno why he's making such a big fuss. Being a daddy's gerl can be so sucky. *sulk*

Anyway besides my dad's "spoiler scene", yesterday was a hilarious date wit Mr Cute Ears. He almost stepped on taik babi (satu longgok pulak tu!) on da field...yikes!...but he didn't. All thx to who?? I know! I know! Itz all thx to da gerl wit da PURR-FECT EYESIGHT (tatz me!). Heheh...*grin* We went window-shoppping for awhile and I bought a purple MNG top which I've been eyeing for god-knoes-how-long. It was an impulse purchase (as usual!) especially since I could no longer ignore the tiny voice at the corner of my head which goes "Buy me swana! Buy me! Plz..Pretty Plz! u knoe U look gd in me!". But it was kinda ex...35 bucks. No discounts or whatsoever.

Oh yea I check my results alreadyyy.. I pass everything. And I got a C for my ASP. HAHA. So much for getting a warning letter da other time. But seriously, my results is nothing to be proud of. Kinda sucky compared to last semester. But I'll work harder next sem (i promise....). Ya rite! *grin*

Anyway I think I'm gonna have to sit at home da whole day later.*yawn* Fad is off to da zoo I heard. Prolly wanna catch up wit his cousin Ah Meng down there. Gd for him. Alritey I'm outta here. Toodles!

2004-05-28T12:42:00.000+08:00

And so Fantasia won. But I still think La Toya should have been at her place. Oh well....*shrug* I woke up tis morning and I realized how freaking black my hair is. *frown*. I desperately need a dye job. Soon swana....patience does it.

I'm meeting him afta tis. Oooohh Weeee...I can't wait! Why?? Well...today is *gasp* da first day of JUALAN RAKSASA. hahaha..In other words Great Singapore Sale.

Grab tat atm card and I'm outta here.

2004-05-26T19:47:00.000+08:00

I've just uploaded the most STUPID song on my blog. All thx to Mr Cute Ears, he influenced me. Just listen to da lyrics..

"I wanna li li li lick you from your head to your toes
And I wanna move from the bed down to the down to the floor
Then I wanna ah ah you make it so good I don't wanna leave
But I gotta kno kno kno know wha what's your fan-ta-ta-sy"

*shakes head*

My comp is so terribly fucked up. It keeps on freezing on me as i type. And the caps lock doesn't work properly. Aiyo can become crazy la use tis comp.....i feel like crying... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-05-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

I'm depressed.

depressed

depressed

D
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P
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E
S
S
E
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Dun feel like talking. Dun feel like smiling. Dun feel like laughing. Dun feel like being friendly. I've blocked almost all of my contacts in MSN. I've switched off my fone. I've been tryin my darndest best to avoid my family.

I think itz my PMS. Yeah...maybe. And no, tatz not an excuse. The last time i checked, my PMS gets worst & worst every single time. Count urself lucky tat ur not near me rite now.

I wanna be left alone.

2004-05-21T15:16:00.000+08:00

This pic put a smile on my face....

2004-05-18T21:22:00.000+08:00

I knoe I knoe, my blog looks sooo YELLOW. It looks so cheerful and sunny. I'm takin a hiatus frm pink blog skin. So yea yellow sounds gd. And it happens to be my 3rd fav color.

Anyway, I've got an interesting piece of news to share...

To all avid shoppers out there

LISTEN UP!!!!

~~28th May till 25th July~~
Great Singapore Sale--Mega shopping malls, suburban malls and even the neighbourhood town centres will be offering irresistible discounts of up to 70%. (OhMyGod!!) Get ready to fill your shopping bags with unbeatable bargains at this 'sale of all sales', happening right here in our reputed shopper's paradise!

Sounds gd to you?

Is ur heart thumping like kerazy? Are you getting all sweaty and turn on? Are u already making list of stuffs to buy in ur head??

Well, I'm just asking......cuz I am. *smirk*

So yea, dun forget to mark tat date down on ur diary/blog/hp/or wadever alrite. Dun say I didn't remind u.

2004-05-17T20:19:00.000+08:00

I'm baaacckkk!!!!
Bali was fab. 4 days there was quite an exotic experience for me, away frm plain old singapura..

The best part
Four Season's Jimbaran Resort-There's where I stayed and oh-my-goodness-me the resort was cool to da max! We have our own private pool (where everyday I laze by it & pretended tat I was some babe out of the O.C). I took full advantage of the bathtub too, where I have my regular late nite soak in bubbles and even milk(think Cleopatra).

The eye-candies- There are lotsa ang-moh surfer dudes there. No actually, HOT ang-moh surfer dudes. And each & everyone of 'em is fully equipped wit surfboard abs, glistening skin & to-die-for smile. Oh! and they walk arnd topless. *drool* (No Fad, I wasn't checking them out intentionally..I was just glancing arnd!)=D

The ppl I'm talkin abt da stall vendors, resort staffs & cabbies. Sure, a minority of 'em can be quite a pain in da ass but usually, they are all so smiley & friendly. Make tat over-friendly. Itz better than goin to Malaysia! (no offense) U can see more tourists in Bali compared to KL..and tatz weird huh...

The worst part
The weather If u think S'pore is hot, well think again. Bali was much more worst!! Thank god I brought skirts along.. But still I was sweating like a pink pig. Yea, tat shows how over-dependent I am wit air-con. Spoilt kid.

Anyhoo, the most imp thing was I HAD FUN. Now, I have to think of things to keep me occupied 4 da hols. Bummer.

2004-05-13T22:51:00.000+08:00

Skirts? checked.
Panties? checked.
Sweater? checked.
Shorts? checked.
Money? checked.

I'm all packed and ready to go. In like less than 12 hrs, I'll be off frm tis pathetic lil island. I'm off to Bali, in case ur wondering. How exciting! Ur gettin jealous already?? TOO BAD. *sticks tongue out*

Anyhoo, I caught TROY today. Brad Pitt + Eric Bana + Orly = HOT! Definitely lotsa eye candies. But the ending would be great if Helen aka stupid bimbo had died instead of Brad. Oops...did I just tell u da ending? Hehe. But yea, I had fun wit da double dates thingy. We should do tis more often guys! *grin*

Oh yea, tmw is his "bird-dae". Baby, if ur reading tis..sorry I can't spend it wit ya. Happy happy b'dae to you..i'm gonna miss ya..*big hugz* Eeew....now tat was mushy. =D

Alritey I'm outta here. I'l blog again in like 5 days time aight. Have fun ppl. Dun 4get to miss me!!

2004-05-10T13:01:00.000+08:00

Yea I've been totally guilty of not updating for ages. Have juz been busy (as usual the lame excuse for lazy bloggers) and wad do you knoe...I had my last paper (Maths ) today.

How was it?? Well, it was sucky. I kept punching numbers furiously on my calculator and the numbers looks weirder and weirder every minute. Plus, I left out one whole chunk of ques cuz it was written in some alien language. So yea, hopefully the examiner can gimme sympathy marks for my ~~neat~~ handwriting. =)

Anyway, wad else....Oh yea, I'm gonna change my blog's template. SOON. I mean seriously, if there's an award for the most dullest and ugliest blog...I will win it, hands down.. Oh btw, did u catch Survivor?? Tis season was dramatic right to the max. I still can't get over the fact tat Rob propose to Amber. So sweeet. *sigh* Gotta admit tat they do look good together. Much better than Trista & Ryan - da ones wit a 4 million wedding.

Anyway, I can't wait to catch Troy!! Will prolly gonna catch it tis thurs. *fingers crossed* I miss Orly =)

2004-05-05T01:03:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I dun even knoe why I bother wit guys.
Was chatting wit somebody a lil while ago (no names mentioned). Then I passed him one of my ALL-TIME fav song. The least he could do is to pretend to like it but no..here is wad he have to say....
Hence the conversation goes...

BeZerKerZ! says:
so lembik sak the song

BeZerKerZ! says:
makes me sooooo sleepy

+ SARCASM is juz one more service i offer + says:
ur always critising me

+ SARCASM is juz one more service i offer + says:
huh.............

BeZerKerZ! says:
get it on tonite~........

BeZerKerZ! says:
blablabla....

+ SARCASM is juz one more service i offer + says:
can u at least say something nice once in a while

BeZerKerZ! says:
hehehe

BeZerKerZ! says:
ITS WONDERFUL....

BeZerKerZ! says:
the vocals is soooooooo gooooood

+ SARCASM is juz one more service i offer + says:
sudah la u

BeZerKerZ! says:
so romantic......

BeZerKerZ! says:
so power pack ah

+ SARCASM is juz one more service i offer + says:
it was a mistake to give u tat song

+ SARCASM is juz one more service i offer + says:
nvm

+ SARCASM is juz one more service i offer + says:
go delete it

Yea i knoe ur gonna say tat Swana is being too sensitive and petty.. So wad? I am tat way. I mean wad is so hard abt saying something nice once in awhile ?!?! A white lie could do just fine...*roll eyes*

2004-05-03T17:33:00.000+08:00

My throat HURTS. My throat HURTS.My throat HURTS.My throat HURTS.My throat HURTS.My throat HURTS.My throat HURTS.My throat HURTS.
H
U     P A I N F U L
R     E
T     D
S A K I T
      H

Any gd looking doctors out there?? Can gimme a cure? an instant cure....I'm losing my beautiful voice here....Plz help me...

2004-05-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

My ulcer is killing me. Itz like the size of Bahamas...and its sooo crimson red. And plus, I think I'm coming down wit a sore throat. It hurts whenever i swallow my saliva. Darn wad's happening to me, I swear I drank enuff plain water.. *frown*

2004-04-29T17:51:00.000+08:00

I just got back. Went out wit Zirah to "study" justnw. And had lunch at Burger King..wah! the Mozarella Melt Burger is soooo darn gd. So worth it i tell you. I'll give it like..8/10. Go and try ok.

Anyway, Nesh told me he bought Usher's Confessions Cd..Argh, he purposely only wanna make me jealous. Rite Nesh?? How dare you....I want tat Cd la...*pout* I dunno why but I'm still in my b'dae mood. Rite nw, I just got tis urge to sing "Happy B'dae to Swana" song..Too bad Fad is not in S'pore nw if not...I can call him up and make him endure my intolerable crooning. Hahhaha..yea, i like to bully him. We have tis abusive relationship goin on btw us. =D

Ok peeps.. I need to go back to memorising. My first paper is ASP.NET so since I'm a potential failure (remember?) I'm going to prove tat the prediction is wrong! wrong! wrong! I'm gonna pass tat paper. I'm pretty sure abt it..*starts singing* I can make it thru the rain.I can stand up once against..on my own..and i knew tat i'm strong enuff...

Ok shut up swana.

2004-04-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

Yup yup yup the birthday gerl is here to blog... I've got like........almost 45 mins to go b4 my day ends. Today was an extraordinarily admirable day for me. Ok it not really abt the turning 18 thing... I just lurve celebrating birthdays. Oh and let's not forget the part abt the prezzies...*grin*

Had a mini celebration wit ma family yesterday. My sista bought me a chocolate yummylicious b'dae cake (minus da candles)..tat gerl is such an angel at times. Then today I went to meet him and had lunch at Delifrance. Window-shopped a lil afta tat....Got hungry again and i had snacks at Coffee Bean but tis time arnd a certain somebody paid for the b'dae gerl...yup, guess my flirting technique works and he fell for it....hehhe..He gave me my prezzie..in a GUCCI bag...was it a Gucci ring?? I wish la.....hahha...it was something else...but still..it is so annoyingly sweet. Awww...Fad, I love you..*puke*

Oh yea I wanna thx u guys for bombarding me wit all da b'dae wishes. I appreciate it a lot a lot. Thx for remembering me. *flattered* Anyhoo, I took some pics today. Tot I'll just share it wit u guys..

2004-04-23T16:28:00.000+08:00

Just had a fight wif my mom. Again. It seems tat we can't get along tat well lately. She was bugging me big time so i snapped at her. Yea, I knoe I shouldn't have done tat..

She's just so super naggy at me. I just feel totally....rimas. She loovvveeesss to interrogate me whenever i step out of the house. She'll be like, "Swana where r u goin? Out wif tat boyfren of urs...? yakkety yack yakkety yack Wad time comin back? Dun come back so late...blah blah blahhh..." Ya ya I knoe tat she's doin all these coz she cares abt me *rolls eyes* but still....I'm not a lil gerl anymore u knoe..

Oh Wadever.

I just realised something today too. I've got huge knuckles. Like really huge. Ok fine I'm exaggerating a lil but yea my knuckles looks so unproportionate to my fingers. I think itz due to my habit of cracking knuckles..hmm...could be..Anyway i gtg. Gotta go back to memorising my notes. *sigh*

2004-04-21T22:46:00.001+08:00

Tom Welling look so darn good in specs!!
*drool**drool**drool**drool**drool**drool**drool**drool**drool**drool*

2004-04-20T14:42:00.000+08:00

I, Suhana Solastro received a love letter frm my ASP.NET lecturer. Interested to hear abt it?? Interested rite.....i knoe u all very kepo. *smirks* Okla, its not really a letter, itz an email actually. It goes something like tis:

Hi IT1202 student,

I would have very much preferred to write to you under more favourable circumstances, but unfortunately I have gone through your ICA records for IT1202, & have deemed you a POTENTIAL FAILURE based on the scores that have been submitted so far.
This is a WARNING that you WILL FAIL this module if you do not put in effort for your final examination (50%).

hahhahahahah......kekek siak when i read tis email. my 1st tot was "Like i care??" I mean ya it did took me by surprise la but well....erm...umm..fine fine i am a lil worried. Just a teeny weeeny bit worried. I guess there goes my dream of getting a 'B' for Asp...sheesh..See swana, that serves you rite. U should have put more effort for all da past quizzes and paid more attention in class. Oh wadever!! *blows fringe*

Anyway guess wad time i woke up today?? 1.30pm. So here I am rite nw tak mandi and muker kopet but typing away at da keyboard. Aiya later can bathe la. I was up till 5am ok cuz i was studying ma comm skills. No kidding! And nw i knoe perfectly well how to write an agenda & minutes. Next time I can become a secretary...(ya rite!) *rolls eyes*

2004-04-18T17:42:00.000+08:00

I WISH IT SNOWS IN S'PORE. The weather's been damn hot...Urgh! I feel so bummed out. Anyway, I got tis survey thingy frm friendster.

10 things you want rite nw
1) money..as always.
2) exam answers to all my modules
3) a nap
4) an all expense paid trip to Hawaii or maybe madrid or maybe maldives....
5) more sandals & kitten heels
6) a bubble bath with candles and Babyface singing in the backgrnd...sigh!
7) pose on the frnt cover of CLEO wif Tom Welling....damn his wife!!
8) pierce my navel
9) golden brown highlights
10) dinner for 2 at fish and co...*hint*

9 places you love going
9) Fish & Co at park mall.
8) Esplanade wit him
7) my cozy girly room
6) VNC at cityhall...love the sandals there!
5) Borders..only the mags section.
4) Macdonalds at NYP..cuz they are way much cheaper..
3) Starbucks ...anywhere.
2) East Coast beach..when it's not crowded
1) Zara..when they got good stocks..

8 closest frens you have
8) Meena
7) Isma da boobs lady
6) Huda
5) Erwin
4) Sheena my gossip partner
3) my sis
2) fad..how can i 4get him?
1) myself? hahaha....can't tink of anyone else cuz i dun trust ppl too much.

7 of ur fav food
7) fried calamari
6) ikan pari wif lotsa sambal
5) macdonalds french fries
4) whipped potato
3) choc chips cookies (esp by famous amos)
2) cookies and cream ice-cream
1) spaggheti wif meatballs

6 all time fav song
6) Crazy--KC & Jojo
5) Officially Misssing You--Tamia
4) So into You--Fabolous feat Tamia
3) Fallen--Lauren Wood..my wedding song..dun u dare steal it!!!!!
2) Frontin--Pharrell feat Jay Z
1) What a gerl wants--Christina

5 things you hate when other ppl does it
5) staring at me in tat pervectic way
4) telling me to "relax" when i'm in a bad mood...plz, dun EVER do tat!
3) acting like the whole world revolves arnd 'em
2) being late...i hate waiting 4 ppl
1) laughing at jokes tat is just totally lame & not funny..

4 things you ate or drink today
4) Mee Soto
3) Milo
2) Coke
1) Bread

3 things you can't live w/o
1) Lipstick
2) Music
3) Love

2 things u read
2) Mags
1) Sunday Times the Life section

1 phrase/word tat u overuse
1) "Wadever" in a sarcastic tone wif my eyes rolling....

2004-04-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

I had Maggi Mee for breakfast today after 2 mths of abstaining frm it..no wait, or was it 3 mths?? So why the hell did i eat it today...erm..I guess I was plain desperate. Juz got tis big craving for Maggi at 6.30am so I got up and do myself a favour.. Now I can't help thinking of all the MSG floating arnd my body system..ewww, not healthy indeed! So now no more Maggi for me, until the next weird craving of mine strikes again.

Anyway, skool was tiring. My mind kept wandering elsewhere 3/4 of da time. Maybe cuz I stayed up sooo darn late chatting wif Yati yest..almost 4 hrs man! But it was fun. =) Sigh..I'm so stressed wit ma project presentation next wk. Gotta think of wad to say, how to act, wad to wear...etc. Gosh, I can't wait for my holidays! PLus, I just changed my bg music. Can u guess wad song it is?? If u can't, I'll smack ur bottom!

2004-04-15T00:15:00.000+08:00

Personality Disorder Test Results

Paranoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	74%
Schizoid	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Schizotypal	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Antisocial	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Borderline	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	46%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	58%
Narcissistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	62%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Dependent	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%
Obsessive-Compulsive	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	54%

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Well according to the quiz, I'm highly affected with:

Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.

Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.

Well, I can relate to the paranoid part...I AM PARANOID. Why?? Well, blame it on all the guys who broke my heart & all the gerls who bitch abt me when they barely knoe the real me. And abt the Schizotypal part, hmmm welll....I'm still trying to figure tat out....

2004-04-13T01:00:00.000+08:00

The more i look at the pic above (esp the middle one)...the more i feel tat i like wanna stab jambu..hahaha..do i?? aiya, nvm la...hehehe..I've been having sleepless nite lately. Kept thinking abt the purple MNG top I saw last fri..Itz like calling out to me,"buy me swana, buy me...u have to buy me..." Hahahah...serious...But i cannot la, I just spent close to $40 yest..I also dunno wad I spent it on..damn gerl, u gotta watch ur money!!! I want to buy tat top cuz I DUN HAVE a purple top..I have every color now except for purple and brown..so yea, hmmm........and i can hear my wardrobe crying, itz like the same old clothes over and over again..pathetic!

Anyway, I just went to ma fren's blog and goodness gracious me! I almost go blind trying to read the content. U see the thing is, i just hates it when PpL TyPe LiKe TiS On EmAil, MsN, BlOg, TeStImOnIaL ,etc.....I mean sure i got purr-fect eyesight (no glasses or contacts!) but still..it gives me a big headache and my poor brain have to 'work extra hard' to understand. Plus it pisses me even more when afta i make an effort to read it, I realize tat all the writer is trying to say is bullshit wif broken eng..ok i knoe im mean and I'm sorry if u happen to be one of those ppl...but then again..tis is MY blog so i'm free to say wadever I wanna say! Muahahaha...

2004-04-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

Alritey my blog is not like fantastic or anything but I've managed to make some changes..the scrollbar is hot pink! and the pic above is all courtesy of ma 'sweetest cutest munchkin cookies & cream sweetheart'...Hahaha..I knoe he'll freak out when he read tis...but yea thx a lot Fad..=D

Anywayz, i went to cck This Fashion juznw to look arnd for a spaghetti strap..Overheard these two malay gerls planning to steal. One of 'em was inside the changing rm and the other was outside helping to 'look-out' for any This Fashion staff..And of cuz me being da usual kepo Swana, was busy listening & observing them..Quite lame if u ask me. But I didn't get to see wad they stole. I bought my stuff and left b4 'em..

Ok ok i gotta stop blogging 4 nw..I'm so late..gtg..I'm gonna have dinner wit ma boy..Argh!! Mee Soto here I come!

Me & my U G L Y blog

2004-04-07T21:04:00.000+08:00

I change tat pink layout to tis...cuz too many peeps kept saying they can't see my entries so yea, a new U G L Y layout for u guys..hahah. As u can see, still got lotsa works to be done arnd here. There's too many blue (the color) here and there..gosh, i need some pink!! I need to change the pic above, need to change ma shoutbox color, need to put a decent song up...etc. I'll do it tis weekend. Cuz rite now, Im just plain lazzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyy.

I can't think of a title cuz ma brain is like so dead.

2004-04-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating for awhile cuz been too damn busy. Anyway let me just give ya a lowdown of ma wk..

Sat (3rd Apr)
Went shopping wit Lin & Ima..Boy, did we have fun. We went from Causeway to Far East to Heeren to Taka to Wisma to Tangs and all the way back to Far East. Phew!! Tiring giler...but the saddest part was tat i managed to buy a red top only..Weak ar Swana...Sigh! To think of it, I should have splurge on earrings..but oh well there's always next time. Below is a snapshot we took in _____ hotel. Yea itz a blank cuz for some reason I just can't remember da hotel's name rite nw..

L2R: Lin, Me & Ima

Mon(5th April)
Had ma French Role-Play and got full marks all thx to Angelo (he's da best!). Btw, now tat I'm looking at da pic above..I realise how freaking BLACK my hair is...gosh..so ugly man. I desperately need to color it but then again, I'm broke so..well luperkan sajer..

Today
Heard abt tat David Beckham's affair, not sure if its da truth but seriously u guys should check out tis website..http://www.thesun.co.uk/article/0,,2-2004152970,00.html Contains da most explicit text msgs David sent to Rebecca(da "slut")..Shit, itz so damn kinky sey!

Sucky day...

2004-03-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

Had a SHITTY day. Big time SHITTY. Here's why....
1) I tore another sandle. AGAIN. But tis time it's ma butterfly sandle. My fav sandle!! It breaks my heart sey... So I was walking arnd da skool juznw dragging my feet (darn, it takes patience to walk arnd wif a torn sandle!)When i took da train home, a couple of aunties was staring at my torn sandle..Jeez, I feel like slapping their faces. Mind ur own businees man!!

2)My grp kinda screw up on our DCN presentation juznw. Urgh! I dun even wanna tink abt it.

3)Need to show tat "G.a.b.r.i.e.l.C.h.o.o" my java codings tmw.....How ppl? How? I'm like still stuck. I think I'll die la. All i can do is show him my pathetic face tmw..and hopefully, he'll pass me.

4)I haven't been getting enuff sleep...Sigh. I'm so mentally exhausted . Damn.

PS: I need a hug.

Ooo-wee!

2004-03-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

Got my result 4 my Java Pract and surprise surprise i got a bloody F! So sucky man..I hate Java. Anywayz, my dad was talking abt letting me take da highway codes, since I'm turning 18 soon. And tat is like less than a mth time?? Gosh...I can't wait for all the prezzies to come in. LOL!
He was damn confident abt teaching me..he said "U can pass la. I'll gladly teach you." Hmm....in my heart i was saying, "So how abt you sponsor me a car as well? Perhaps BMW?" Heheh...I'm so mean..Oh, and i got my hp bills 4 tis mth. It was so damn ex! $86.24. Must be cuz of all da late nite talking on the fone. Tsk..tsk...

Somebody wore pink 2day

2004-03-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happen today. Well except for the fact tat somebody i knoe very well..wore a PINK shirt juznw.For da 1st time. Not bad, flattering on him. But the tight jeans is a big NO-NO.. Its so the mat-taik-looking!
Btw, i bought a new black sandal. Not tat i wanted to..seriously. Itz becuz i HAD to. The sandal i wore got torn so yea, luckily Charles & Keith was nearby. Darn, I'm so freaking broke nw...=( I think later I'll put on my pathetic face in front of my dad. Hopefully he'll get the msg.

Confession part 1

2004-03-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

I have a confession to make.. I absolutely adore..*takes a deep breathe* tat George Michael's new single, Amazing Eh! dun gimme tat look and i know u wanna say "But he's gay!!". Ya ya I knoe George is gay & everything but well..tat new single is catchy and erm...there's something abt it...uh..umm...ok fine wadever, I can't think of a gd excuse to back myself up. So yea go ahead and laugh at me. And to prove how much i liiiikkkkeee his song, I've included the lyrics of Amazing below:

(Chorus)
Tell me, I guess that cupid was in disguise
The day you walked in & changed my life
I think it's amazing
The way love can set you free

So now I walk in the midday sun
I never though that my saviour would come
I think it's amazing
I think you're amazing
Celebrate the love of the one you're with

Amazing's Video

Oh! and u can check out his video clip at the link above. Gosh...I can't believe I'm promoting him...Haha! Ok enuff said.

Me & my fringe

2004-03-25T15:42:00.000+08:00

I had one hell of a bad hair dae today all thx to my fringe. Took me 15 mins to style it (longer than usual)..Until now, something's not quite rite abt it. Attitude problem sey tis fringe. I think it's getting too long..maybe it needs a trim. Yeah..Tatz a gd idea. I'm gonna cut it. Snip!Snip!Snip! U heard tat fringe? I'm gonna cut u...either u start behaving back to normal or off u go..

Monday Blues

2004-03-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

I had my French E-Quiz today... Was really fun actually cuz Angelo was walking arnd and giving us answers. He helped me with one of my ques. My score overall was 24/30. Hehe! Not bad indeed.....
Afta tat i decided to skip my DCN lect and went back home wif Shahira. Just nice when i reach home, Sofian called me and told me tat the lecturer decided to take down manual attendance since there were many absentees. WTH?! Bingit sey...my attendance is like so bad already. Itz like 91.5% and i cannot afford to miss anymore even though the limit is 85%...i wanna play safe la. So i dragged myself back to school cursing and swearing at myself. Haiya..waste my ez-link money sey. Everyone has their "STUPID" day and unfortunately today is mine.
Rite now, I'm just so hungry...Dunno if my mum got cook. Aniwae i better go, need to do some studying. Cya!

So what?!?!

2004-03-21T15:25:00.000+08:00

I was surfing arnd juznw..Stumble upon my classmate's blog. I read one of her recent entry..and she was bitching abt me la!! It was like the whole paragraph..all out there 4 everyone to see. Worst part was, she called me a BIMBO. Shit, i so cannot accept tat...For the record, tis teeny weeny brain of mine can definitely think faster and better than her! urgh....wadever. She can say & think whatever she wants abt me, all her tots doesn't matter anyway.. If only i could chuck her into the bottom of the earth and leave her there 4ever....

I'm so emotional at times

2004-03-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

Went for ASP lect in the mornz. The lecturer gave us tips 4 our quizzes next wk. I haven't even revise yet. Man..I am so dead. Anyway afta da lect i went to meet Fad at Bishan platform. Had a stupid silly argument wif him and I felt quite shitty abt it. Cuz i knoe itz my fault...Sigh! I'm too freaking emotional at times, i hate it.
We went makan and jln2 at Clarke Quay & Esplanade. Luckily it didn't rain or anything.. I dunno why but I'm so sleepy now. I can barely open my eyes...

Silly stuffs abt moi..

2004-03-19T15:01:00.000+08:00

Silly stuffs abt moi..

Intro
The singular most boring question: what is your name?: Suhana Solastro
If you could change ur name?: Hmm...i'm pretty satisfied wif it. But I kinda like Alyssa Maria.
What does your best friend(s) call you?: Su, Swana
If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be?: Maybe Adam..
If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be?: Neh..so far. I still like my name better!
re there any mispronounciations/typos that people do with your name constantly?: Only when it comes to my last name. Itz pronounce as SO-LAST-THROW.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Neh..itz so unique..

Basics
Your sex: Proud to be a Female!!
Single?: Nope.
Want to be?: Lots of fun and little responsibility sounds tempting but I like the security.
Your birthdate: 2804
Your sign: Taurus.
Age you wish you were: 20. And stay tat way 4ever.
Your height: 1.5 (yea, go ahead and laugh...)
The color of your eyes: black (i like it just da way it is)
The color of your hair: honey brown.. =D
Piercings?: Juz my ears. I wish i could have a pierced navel though..
Tattoos?: Neh...
Obsessions?: My Imesh and Rhumba Frappucino!
Addictions?: Magazines...I can't walk past a magazine booth w/o stopping.
Do you speak another language?: Juz eng, malay and a lil mandarin & french..

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Sometimes...depends on my mood..
Do you have any secrets? : Yea...everybody does.
Do you hate yourself? : no...why should i.
Do you like your handwriting?: Itz not the neatest handwriting arnd..but i still like it. It represents ME.
Do you have any bad habits? : Yea...the fact tat i tend to shop on impulse.
What is the compliment you get most from people? : Tat i'm pretty...but i think i'm just ok.
What's your biggest fear? : Losing da ppl tat i lurve..
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Of cuz. I think I'm interesting. Haha!
Are you a daredevil?: On rare occasions
Have you got a journal?: Yea.. here and the one i had since sec 1.
What is your greatest strength and weakness? : Strength--My affectionate and funny side. Weakness--My laziness.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My hair. Wish tat it was curly and thicker. and naturally honey brown.
How do you vent?: Complaining to my gfs or writing it down...
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Lots of things in the Coulda/Woulda/Shoulda list.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Tat not everyone u meet is gonna like you but it's ok..
What do you like the most about your body?: My flat stomach...haha..
And least?: My T-zone....
Do you think you are good looking?: Sometimes yes, sometimes no...
Are you confident?: Most of the time...but i still have my insecurities.
What is the fictional character you're most like?: Catwoman..she looks hot in a catsuit!
Do people know how you feel?: Actually...no.
Are you perceived wrongly?: All the time..

Would or have you ever?
Liked your voice?: It's ok..
Hurt yourself?: Yea..but never on purpose.
Had sex?: Not yet!
Been unfaithful?: No...shit, tatz very terrible.
Been in love?: Yep...i'm in lurve now =D
Done drugs?: Neh..
Gone skinny dipping?: Nope...but i dun mind trying..
Had a medical emergency?: Dun think so
Had a surgery?: Nope
Ran away from home?: I love my home!
Played strip poker?: Hell no...
Gotten beaten up?: Yea, when i was a kid by my mum and sis..
Beaten someone up?: Hmm.... I can't remember...
Been picked on?: Yea...I find it funny actually...
Been on stage?: Yea..i hate it.
Gone one day without food?: Yea...no big deal.
Talked on the phone all night?: Of cuz...itz fun =)
Killed someone?: No...but i wish i could. (kidding)
Made out with a stranger? :Neh.. not my thing...
Had sex with a stranger?: Neh...not my thing...
Thought you're going crazy?: Loads of time..
Been betrayed? : Oh yes! And it hurts...
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: erm....ya i guess..
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Did tat b4, but 90% of the time i dun .
Bungee jumped?: No....but i wanna try!!

Amigos
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: 1 lesbian fren but i dunno her tat well..
Who is your best friend?: Vacant...My own bestfren is myself.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: No one..I think only GOD does.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Shit..there's too many.
Thing you're picked on most about?: My height... but seriously, wads the big deal?!
Who's your longest known friend?: Huda...since Primary 1.
Newest?: Erwin.. a wk ago.

LOVE, and all that
Do you consider love a mistake?: Never.. there's always ups & downs in love but u shouldn't give up on it.
Turn-on?: Sense of humour and thoughtfulness. A sweet smile plus big piercing eyes are a plus!
Turn-off?: Cocky, Vain and Boring guys. Playboys also.. Oh and definitely body ordour
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: Yea, i think once..haha.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I dunno..
What is best about the opposite sex?: The way they compliment gerls...it's soooo damn flattering at times.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Tat they're so "blind" at times...
Do you read porn?: Done it b4...heheh..i find them hilarious!
Seen the pics?: I feel disgusted actually...
What's the last present someone gave you?: A necklace during V-Day...
What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw a hot guy standing on the sidewalk?: I'll sneak a glance and probably i'll keep on walking..

Who was the LAST person?
That haunted you?: Some ghost in my drmz....yea, i always dream abt ghosts...sigh!
You wanted to kill?: Some classmate of mine.. she's a pain in the ass.
That you laughed at?: At a guy on TV.
That laughed at you?: Oh..i dunno...i dun care..
That turned you on?: Hey! Tatz a secret....*wink*
You went shopping with?: Ermm....wif Meena.
That broke your heart?: Tat was ages ago...i dun care animore...
To disappoint you?: Myself...cuz i failed one of my test..dammit..
To ask you out?: Isma...
To make you cry?: I swear i can't remember...
To brighten up your day?: My sista....!
That you thought about?: Fad..my sweetheart.
You talked to on the phone?: Erwin...
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: I dunno...I talk to soo many ppl in MSN.
You wanted to be?: No one..but just myself.

I'm NEW!

2004-03-19T14:46:00.000+08:00

I think I'm addicted to blog-hopping...OK! So here i am..all new and fresh!